THE MONDAY

Today is monday, date: 23/2/2009... i woke up at 6.15am because the alarms was beeping.. turn it off and went to sleep again..

but then woke up again... realising that i haven't perform subuh yet.. went to find water.. take ablution.. then perform solah.. went back to sleep..

Last night i went to the debate training.. with a moody feeling... and i end up waiting again for the others to come.. you know.. that's the main reason why i don't want to debate.. it's not because anything.. but it is because of attitude.. i mean how long do I have to endure all of this... i can not to come at any of the training... I myself have the psm to be done.. PSM is the most important thing in the life of a student( in my university).. if you fail psm... the you have to extend or repeat it... i know i'm not good enough in debating.. i never win anything... but i just want to share what i know so that all of my juniors can be better than me...

Seriously... i don't know how long... how much more can i take this... even i have quizzes... tests... xm... thesis to be made... assignments to be done.. but.. i can come on time... actually i don't like to wait.. when people waits for me it makes me feel ashamed and embarrassed of myself...

when is try to ask what's the problem that you guys didn't come to training... you guys seems to avoiding that's question...

i don't know what to say... i don't understand...


WONDER WHY

GIVE ME ANSWERS SO THAT WE CAN WORK THIS OUT....

man.. i'm so not in a good mood...

feel free to comments... i don't mind..
p/s.. no theory today...