i'm me

when you feel that the road you take is wrong, just stop and start from the beginning.

make it true

Afghan= entah

Kutahu, kau selingkuh

Kau duakan cintaku yang tulus

Kau tahu, diriku

Tak pernah berpaling dari dirimu


Tega nya kau dustai semua

Janji kita berdua

Entah masih kah ada cinta dihatiku

Untuk mu

Entah kapan kah ku dapat membuka hati ini, untuk mu..o

Tak pernah ku bayangkan

Cerita kita berakhir begini

Tega nya kau dustai semua

Janji kita berdua
Entah masih kah ada cinta dihatiku

Untuk mu
Entah kapan kah ku dapat membuka hati ini, untuk mu..o

i love this song

d'masiv = mencintaimu

untitled

it's been a long week. The water crisis that happen just making it become worst. Not to mention it's hot. A few things happen during this month and some of them is not something good to be remember.

The water crisis that hits UMp this time is the worst. A week without water in UMp making the study week a very unpleasant period for every one. Even after the exam starts there still no water. Well, UMP starts to have water again after a week the exam starts. Everyone was wondering why it keep happening because report has been done since the establishment of kuktem. Gambang was badly hit by this crisis. I have to find shower outside UMP. Some of friends went as far as the R&R in the highway to find water. Well, it's ok now, the water supply is good. maybe they got the problem fix, for a while i guess before it starts to happen again.

Apart from that, the exam weeks kicks off. I have three paper to be sit and all of it what we say killer paper. Intermediate strength of material, Mechanical Vibrations and Industrial engineering are among the crucial paper. I've sit for Strength on 23/4/2009. It's ok although having some problem with the question. After finishing the last paper on 30/4/2009, i'm going home for a while. Rest and relax at the beach of Langkawi.

One more thing, my bike got sold to a buyer from KL. He's 55 years old and the first thing that pop up in my mind is can he ride the bike. Well he can and he ride it alone back to KL. I can't tell you the price that has been agreed. It's confidential. heheehe. Since the bike is sold, i might as well find another one. Maybe an EX5 would settle this. I'm thinking about buying my mother another bike then i'll take her ex5. But i need to talk to her first. That should not be any problem.

Somehow i feels like i miss someone. I miss my mom of course. But there is someone else... wonder who she might be.. :-)

Gossip

Hmmmm... when people starts to talk about gossips, it's sounds interesting. But when the gossips starts making people angry at each other, it's not good. From my point of
view, it's ok to gossip about things. But not to much. This is because when things started to become bad and worsen by time, relationships among people will get torn apart. Just looks at the artist. Don't go far, just in Malaysia. A lot of artist divorce due to gossips. Well i don't have to tell you about it.

Now, if it's involve your friends, is it good. some gossip is good and some bad. If with the gossip a relationship can get better, it's a good sign. If it turn out like fire, just pray that God bless you.

A lot of gossip circulate around relationships. Meaning like relationship issues. Friends, boyfriend, girlfriend and family. Some people can't stand when they are the focus of the gossip. maybe they are to sensitive or they just trying to protect themselves. if it's wrong it does not matter. But what about it is true, can you denied the truth. just lying to yourselves will make you feel bad about yourself.

What about the person who talks about the gossip? are they to blame..? is it wrong..?
if it's wrong then i guess we can't talk about anything in this world. because gossip is also a hypothesis or a prediction. which means it's not true yet until it is proven. If we can't make prediction base on facts, observations and other factors, there is no value for knowledge. There will never be E=mc2 for Einstein's equation. They can never be any assumptions about a matter. can anyone live in a world like that. Check the weather forecasts to know whether is's going to rain or not. Guess it's the same like finding whether a man and women is having affairs. Well forecasts is important...

Anyway.. for those who actually involve in a relationship and being the focus of gossip, i would say it's not wrong to talk about you guys. it's just a way of making a relationships more close. if no one can't even know anything about you.. what a lonely world you live in...

Forget and forgive.. the best remedy... hehehehe... If it's true.. say it.. if it's no... then it's no... But the real answer lies within yourself... I'm sorry for all the chaos... but, it's not me who starts it... I think you know who...




daaaaaa... any comments... give it... I'm waiting for the orators...

due date

Man.. what a week.. i'm running out of time for my PSM1. i have not done completing several things about it. The design of the peeler need to be adjusted. The trip to FAMA was cancel due to some technical problem. The literature review need to be rewrite. That's also includes the introduction. Besides that, i need to stay at college to finish up the prototype for the peeler. well.. I'm just using RP(rapid prototype) but it cost a lot. Even to use the machine have to be brought and discuss in the faculty meeting. Which mean no holiday for me...

Well, i'm still gonna go home. Just for a short while after final exam. Take a relieve moment along the beach of Langkawi. HEehehehhe, no kidding. don't be jealous.. huhuhu. maybe for a few days trip to Langkawi then i'm off back to Kuantan. Trying to finish up the prototype. But then the design needs to be clarify by Ergonomics expert. Which UMP does not have.. according to my PSM supervisor. Which mean i have to clarify my thesis with expert outside UMP. Meaning more time waiting.

Besides PSM, this week is the most extreme week. The water supply got cut off and it's hot, really hot. Even the cafe operation got lag due to no source of water. Imagine that.. But still.. Everthing works out fine.

the song

Artist:Brian mcFadden
Title: Like only a woman can


I wasn’t perfect
I’ve done a lot of stupid things
I’m still no angel
I wasn’t looking for forgiveness
Wasn’t laid out by my pride
Shocked by her attention
And someone signed me up for love
I didn’t want it
And now I can’t live without it

She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I’m sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

She’s kind of perfect
She’s kind of everything I’m not
Yeah, she’s an angel
And it’s amazing how she’s patient
Even more at times I’m not
She’s my conscience
And who decided I’d be hers
I wanna hate them
Cos now I can’t live without her

She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I’m sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

Like only a woman can
And who decided I’d be hers
I wanna hate them
Cos now I can’t live without her

Oh, and she changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I’m sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

Like only a woman can
Like only a woman can
Like only a woman can

i love this song.. I don't know why.. maybe i'm trying to find a woman just like on the song.. maybe she is right in front of me and i just to blind to see it. Or... I haven't found it yet..